translated from Spanish: Leonor Varela wrote emotional letter to his son Matteo on the day of his birthday

Chilean actress Leonor Varela wrote an emotional letter to his deceased son Matteo, who on Tuesday had served 6 years. Although last night he had published the first messages by date, the national decided to use your Facebook account to deliver a more extensive written in memory of the small, who died last Friday after undergoing a complex degenerative disease. In the text, Varela said the following:Matteo dear, tomorrow 6 birthday. You have chosen to go only 4 days of this date. You waited your grandparents will return to Argentina this morning, and your dad to return from Mexico that night, and shooting 24 hours later you went, in the calm of the night, in your bed, with your MOM and your dad to one side to the other. All that has happened around these days has been magical, orchestrated by divine angels and by your immense wisdom and goodness.had a beautiful ceremony and vigil here at home, full of friends and flowers sent from all corners of the world. And I feel safe, supported by a massive chain of love by everyone who ever saw your smile, in person or through a photo. Because you see, I was falling in love. Feel your essence was falling surrendered at the feet of love. You are pure magic, my son… How strange to not touch you, see those eyes. Blessed are you for letting me continue listening to your laughter from the other side, there where now are. Breath deep and I soak your essence, beautiful Matteo. Since that were in my belly you and I we have a non-verbal communication. Perhaps because for me that it is easier to not be deceived by the veil that separates this world from the other. You are here with me, in silence and in love of this House. You are here with me, filling my heart. You know happy! Free jumping and running at the edge of the sea as you always dreamed of a body that did not serve you well, goodness… It pains me to not be there at your side and share it in person, but as strong as even the happiness of knowing you happy. Integer. Surrounded by teachers and angels, in the arms of the Virgin. Why I had the fortitude to hold my husband and Lunita contain these days. I wish I still have it… I just fear that someday this closeness that I feel with you fade like a distant memory, because I don’t want to and I can not live without you. And I’m satisfied me so, but I’m not willing to lose this too. Why I write, I’m talking about, and path in silence. And I know that that fear is not more than that, a fear which I release with every breath. What lucky I have been to accompany you in the last section of your life on this earth, of consciously and with deep respect for your time. Months ago, I knew that you wanted to go. It took me time verbalizing what I said in my heart and make peace with it. Once taken and accepted your notice, I had to control the anxiety of knowing when and how would task that I was not easy during these last months. That my husband will forgive me, but thanks to the path with you, I’ve lived the way of more unconditional love that exists. Blessed I. Blessed I let you go in peace, of free yourself, because doing so was also the best way to love you. Because to me, you always came first. I have a lot to thank you, too much to list… Just thank you for trusting me to take care of you, for having used my voice to fight, for having guided to meet your needs. I know that you loved so dearly to your father, your sister, beautiful women who helped me take care of you since you were a baby, as well as your family and friends. My son, you are magical: your courage, strength and joy are unmatched! Your legacy is so much bigger than your short years on this earth! Did you know playing and open the hearts of the millions of people who you just saw in my social network. Because Verte was loving you. That is why I ask you, to all those who read me, which are not sad. On the contrary, I call to celebrate the existence of Matteito sharing with me what was it that he left in you. How was he touched them? How did it affect their lives? What aspect of my son touched them? Thank you life.

Original source in Spanish