translated from Spanish: A year without Natacha Jaitt: the messages of her brother Ulysses and daughter Antonella

This Sunday 23 February marks one year since Natacha Jaitt’s death in unenlightened circumstances. This week, the victim’s family lawyer, Alejandro Cipolla, revealed that they will “never” be able to unlock the tablet in which she had sensitive information about two political officials. In this context, her brother Ulysses Jaitt and daughter Antonella Olivera remembered her on social media.” A year without justice. Today is one year of that damn day where you went without me to that swamp. They took advantage that I wasn’t there and I wasn’t there to stop that mob that ended your life. Trusting God that he is already showing us the corruption that there is (a year without opening the tablet),” he posted the radio host on Twitter.

1 year without justice, today marks 1 year of that damn day where you went without me to that swamp, they took advantage that I wasn’t there and I wasn’t there to stop that mob that ended your life. Trusting in God who is already showing us the corruption that there is (1 year without opening the tablet) pic.twitter.com/xCV6MFNG8v — Ulysses Jaitt (@ulisesjaitt)
February 23, 2020

He added: “From the hand of God everything will be known even if justice is corrupt and protects criminals What about the causes of women? I love you sister and life is a shorter trip or longer but we all ended up in the same place and that’s where we’ll see each other again.” With a more hurtous tone, Antonella shared a childhood photo with her mother:

Today 1 year ago I was empty, inside my heart there is no worse pain than that of your departure. I still hope to see you come home and say, “Here I am little girl, I never left… it was just a bad dream,” but I fall into the reality that you’re no longer with me, that there’s nothing in the world that makes you come back to me, that no matter how hard I fight (i’m never going to stop, there’s no one who can bring back that beautiful smile you had, those desire to live and smile.. I’m dead inside, today bullets can rain, which I’m sure I won’t feel. Worse pain than seeing you in that white, gray coat on your cheeks and cold I don’t think it can exist. Sometimes I try to understand, how can I never see you again? It doesn’t fit in my head … live without saying to you again: “Ma, I love you” and not be able to hug you anymore, or sleep on your chest or dry my tears that fall from my eyes right now. I want you to know that I hope to find you in another life, if it exists, I want to be there to come and hug you so last time. There’s a lot of things I didn’t tell you, a lot of things I’m not going to be able to live with. I have a joke and helplessness, anger, pain and a void in my chest that I will never be able to fill. I love you forever my angel with black hair, take care of me and guide me from wherever you are on this short path that is life. That soon… if God allows me, I’ll be able to see you again. I love you, I love you, I love you in the now and beyond my butterfly of golden wings.
A shared publication of ANTONELLA OlIVERA JAITT (@antonella_olivera) on 22 Feb, 2020 at 10:03 PST

Next, the full text: “Today I have been empty for a year, inside my heart there is no worse pain than that of your departure. I still hope to see you come home and say, ‘Here I am little girl, I never left… it was just a bad dream,’ but I fall into the reality that you’re no longer with me, that there’s nothing in the world that makes you come back to me, that no matter how hard I fight (I’m never going to stop), there’s no one who can bring back that beautiful smile you had, those desire to live and smile. I’m dead inside, today bullets can rain, which I’m sure I won’t feel. Worse pain than seeing you in that white, gray coat on your cheeks and cold I don’t think it can exist. Sometimes I try to understand, how can I never see you again? It doesn’t fit in my head. Living without saying to you again, ‘Ma, I love you’ and not being able to hug you anymore, or sleep on your chest or dry tears that fall from my eyes right now. I want you to know that I hope to find you in another life, if it exists. I want to be there to hug you again so it’s for the last time. There’s a lot of things I didn’t tell you, a lot of things I’m not going to be able to live with you. I have a bloat and helplessness, anger, pain and a vacuum in my chest that I will never be able to fill. I love you forever my angel with black hair, take care of me and guide me from wherever you are on this short path that is life. That soon, God will allow me, I’ll be able to see you again. I love you, I love you, I love you in the now and beyond my butterfly of golden wings.” Cipolla, who prior to Natacha’s death was responsible for legally representing her, also shared a photo with her on Instagram:
“Already a year after Natacha’s departure, she is really missed. I hope he is at peace, that we are all still in the struggle to seek the truth,” he wrote. In this note:

Original source in Spanish